Friday, February 19, 2010

confessionals week 3

Ok, so i kind of missed tuesday, but it's been a busy week. By tonight, I'm tired and just trying to stay awake til 10 pm lol
I confess....
  • that i am so excited Cory and Heather are taking Ashlee and Alex overnight tomorrow.
  • I feel a little guilty that I'm sending Alex there with a cold.
  • He's had a low-grade fever all day and a snotty nose and I kept him home from school in the hope that he will be better enough by saturday to go to cory's.
  • I hope that his cold and his horrible cat allergies won't be the death of him and then he'll come home sicker than when I sent him.
  • Sigh....the parental guilt never really ends, does it?
  • I want to send them so badly tho. I really really really could use the break from my children. I love them. I really do. I'm just exhausted from life.
  • Adam, Erik and I can go to dinner tomorrow and I won't have to share my sushi or pay for a babysitter. Erik isn't always the best to take to dinner, but at least he won't keep trying to swipe my sushi lol
  • Plus, on Sunday, it will only be the 3 of us to get ready. I love 9:30 am church, but it's a bit tricky getting everyone ready and out the door. My bag will be so much lighter with only stuff for Erik in it.
  • Then, I will get sad sunday afternoon because the house will be so quiet and I will be ready to go get the kids.
  • I am grateful that my kids have cousins that they love so much and want to spend so much time with.
  • Thank you so much Heather and Cory!!!


Laylabean said...

So how was it? Did they go? I hope you got a (much needed) break. I can take them for you sometime if you want, just let me know.

Jenn said...

my sister-in-law ended up getting the flu :P so we got brescia to babysit and still at least went out for dinner.